18 February, 2006
auggy IS right....

Relient K is super nice..... haha and its ulu....

im a crappy listener- i listen to everything...lolx.
anyway i think i think too much... everytime i read manga or watch anime or watch a movie or listen to a song i get too emotionally attached to it.... then i go nuts... like Konstantine by Something Corporate.... im still mystified by it.... haha... its super nice to listen to it at night.


ahahahz.... "raging hormones" issit. everyone is using that term now.
aiyah wadever lah. the term reminds me of momo and her obsession with caucasian men that are 'mature'. and of guys aged 15-17 that are super amused with words like 'orgy' or 'orgasm' or 'pornography' or wadever.
that is so not good.

wads wrong with everyone?

they call it puberty. wth. thats a miserably vague word to explain something that manages to stump every single of us and even cause some pple to do things that are so extreme it changes the rest of their lives forever.
fortunately its a PHASE. means it goes away. only for one to regret wad he/she did during that period of time after it does.

life is wierd.
this is my newest favorite song and it will get stuck in my headuntil e next one comes along =p

Who I Am Hates Who I've Been --- Relient K

I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I'm losing my mind
But I will shy away from the specifics

Cause I dont want you to know where I am
Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been
This is no place to try and live my life

Stop right there
Thats exactly where I lost it
See that line
Where I never should've crossed it
Stop right there
Where I never should've said that
It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back

I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to make sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been

I talk to absolutely no one
Couldn't keep to myself enough
And the things bottled inside
Have finally begun to create so much pressure
That I'd soon blow up and

I heard the reverberating foosteps
Sinking up to the beating of my heart
And I was positive that unless I got myself together
I would watch me fall apart

And I can't let that happen again
Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been
This is no place to try and live my life

Stop right there
Thats exactly where I lost it
See that line
I never should've crossed it
Stop right there
I never should've said that
It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back

Stop right there
Thats exactly where I lost it
See that line
Where I never should've crossed it
Stop right there
Where I never should've said that
It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back

I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to make sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been

Who I am hates who I've been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me
Who I am hates who I've been
Cause who I've been only ever made me

I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to make sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been


1:44 pm*